31 Ghosts: October 20 – Ouija, part 2

Fern patiently listens to me read these stories her. It’s a chance for me to find my typos (well, some of them anyway) and to get her feedback. For this, the closing half of the story I started a lot longer ago than I anticipated, she had some great points about where I could add detail. And I agreed with everything she said. But, look, it’s 11:30pm. I worked a long bar shift last night, and while I did sleep in this morning, I also changed the front brakes and roters on my car, so I’m a little tired – especially knowing my alarm will go off at 4:45. I’m not adding any more. But I do have a conclusion to the Ouija board story. If you haven’t read that first part, it’s here. Okay, here’s part 2.

“I think you’re going to love it,” Hector said, leading Terry through the tall aisles of drying slabs.

“I have no doubt.”

“It’s been a while, yeah?”

“Good things come to those who wait, right?”

“That’s my business, man,” Hector beamed. They came to the end of an aisle and Hector put his hand on a beautiful slab of dark brown and black striations nearly six feet across and twelve feet long. When I had seen it shortly after being milled it looked amazing. Now, though, that impression seemed muted; time had been kind to this milled slab. If only I could say the same for Sarah and her memories.

Once I got the slab back to my workshop I laid it on my work table and sat on a stool and stared at it for an hour. It’s stupid, but it felt alive. I know that’s just the story of Sarah’s son who killed himself on this tree playing into my imagination, but…

After being inside my cool workshop for nine hours the wood still felt warm like noon on an Indian summer day.

My imagination.

Nonetheless, I made a promise. I started on the short end of the slab. Cut down, I ran the wood through my planer until I reduced it to the thickness I wanted, then through the jointer. Then the real work began.

After I made that first Ouiji board to show Sarah it kind of became a Halloween signature at my gallery, so I’ve had a fair amount of practice transforming exotic hardwoods into Ouija boards, but even by my improving standards this example turned out really special. It seemed to gleam from within. I milled the planchette out of the same walnut and set a round glass piece into it to highlight the selected character.

When I showed it to Sarah she beamed. “It’s stunning,” she said, her eyes glassing over with emotion. I worried that after waiting so long she might be underwhelmed, but I was clearly wrong. Once she wiped the initial tears away I could see her staring at the board with something more…

“I made you something else from that wood,” I said.

“Terry? Really?”

“Well, I noticed that wall,” I nodded to an empty wall at the end of the living room, “looked a little bare.” I opened the front door and nodded to my guys who wheeled in a matching walnut credenza. Sarah gasped.

“Terry, you shouldn’t have!” she stared, a huge smile on her face.

I picked the Ouija board off the table, slotted the planchette into the space I carved on the bottom for it, then opened the two doors of the credenza to reveal empty shelves, the topmost just big enough to slide the Ouija board into. “You had to have somewhere to keep it,” I said, and closed the cabinet.

“Come here so I can hug you!” Sarah insisted.

We agreed to try out the board the next night, October 15th.

When I knocked on the door, Sarah’s daughter, Jenny, let me in. “My mom told me what you guys were up to,” she said without smiling. “For the record, I don’t approve. The cabinet is gorgeous, though. You do amazing work.”

Taking the compliment and the censure juxtaposed so closely together left me blinking a moment.

After a moment, Jenny smiled and said, “My mom’s in the living room. She’s lit candles,” she led me inside. “Let me ask, are you guys like twelve?”

“Are you going to make us popcorn tonight?”

She smiled, “I do not want you two keeping me up all night!”

“Don’t worry,” I said, “I was going to take your mom out later in the wheel chair and we were going to TP the Peterson’s place.”

“I knew it!” We both laughed.

“Terry!” Sarah said as I came into the room. I bent down for her for a hug and a kiss on the cheek before I sat across the table, the board between us. The planchette sad innocuous on the polished brown surface. “Are you ready?” she said, a little spark in her eyes.

I nodded.

“I’ll leave you two kids to yourselves,” Jenny said. “Shall I get the lights?”

“Please, Jenny. Thank you!”

Jenny hit the lights and the flickering candles made the striations in the wood seem to dance and pulse.

“If you need me, I’ll be in my room watching TV. I have a proton pack in case things get out of hand,” she left and Sarah and I sat silent for some time just staring at the board.

“Well, let’s see what happens…” She put one of her hands on a corner of the planchette and I put one of mine on the opposite end…

Look, I’ve read a lot about Ouija boards. When the planchette moves it’s usually someone actively directing it. When it’s not, there’s theories that it’s the participants’ unconscious’s causing it to move. I’d read about an experiment where a group made up a character with a whole back story, then later with a Ouija board contacted him and he unsurprisingly confirmed their details and added new ones. So, when I saw the neighbors playing with the Ouija board at the neighborhood Halloween party three years ago, I brushed it off entirely. But in the three years of taking care of this wood and getting to know Sarah and her history…

The planchette positively flew around the board. I know I wasn’t actively moving it. I’d accuse Sarah of moving it, but like me she barely had three fingers on the edge – sure, maybe she pushed, but I could see she just didn’t have the physical ability to pull the planchette without upending it. And it coursed across the board from letter to letter before we even had a chance to ask a question. With my right fingers on the planchette, I had my left hand free to write down what the board dictated.

“H-E-L-L-O, it spelled hello!” Sarah said and then gasped. “M-o-m.” She snatched her fingers off the planchette which immediately died. “Terry, if that’s you moving it…” I could see sadness and anger in her accusation.

“Sarah, no, I wouldn’t ever do something like that!” I held up my hands defensively.

She stared at me long and hard before she appeared to make up her mind and placed her hand back on the planchette, as did I. The heart-shaped planchette started dancing immediately. “d-o-n-t-b-e-a-f-r-a-i-d-m-o-m.”

“To late for that,” she muttered under her breath. “Who is this?” she asked coldly.

“Y-o-u-k-n-o-w.”

“Say your name,” she demanded.

“J-o-e-y.”

This time I took my hand off the planchette, killing its momentum. “Sarah, you know if there is something communicating with us, it might not be… It could be an entity trying to trick you, pretending to be who you want it to be.”

She nodded. We both placed our hands on the board. “If you are really who you say you are, prove it. Tell me something only he would know.”

The planchette darted around the board. “I-c-e-c-r-e-a-m-s-t-a-i-n-o-n-r-u-g-b-y-b-e-d”

Sarah gasped and pulled her hand back. “Joey spilled strawberry ice cream on the floor by his bed,” she nodded to the second floor. “Stain is still up there on the carpet.”

I arched an eyebrow and we put our hands back on the planchette. “I-m-i-s-s-y-o-u-m-o-m” it spelled.

“I miss you too, Joey,” she replied. She started to ask another question but before the sound came out of her mouth the planchette started moving. “I-m-s-o-r-r-y-m-o-m-i-w-a-s-h-u-r-t-i-n-g.”

“I know you were hurting, Joey,” she replied, then added, “Well, I know now. You didn’t tell us. You didn’t let us in.”

“C-o-u-l-d-n-t-m-o-m-t-o-o-s-a-d”

“Yeah, well, you broke my heart,” her voice cracked as she spoke. Tears ran unabated down her cheeks.

“S-o-r-r-y-d-a-d-i-s-h-e-r-e-n-o-w-n-o-t-l-o-n-e-l-y.”

“You tell him I miss him. And I love him.”

“H-e-s-a-y-s-h-e-k-n-o-w-s-m-o-u-s-e-k-i-n.”

“Mousekin,” she said pulling hand back and covering her face with both hands. “That was Roger’s name for me.”

“Look, Sarah, we don’t have to go on–“

“Let’s go,” she said.

I picked up the pencil and placed my right fingers on the planchette.

“A-r-e-y-o-u-c-o-m-i-n-g-s-o-o-n-m-o-m”

“No, honey, I’ve still got some living to do. And your sister, too. We’ve been spending time together.”

“I-k-n-o-w-w-e-m-i-s-s-h-e-r-t-o-o-y-o-u-b-o-t-h-c-a-n-c-o-m-e.”

“Honey, no. Jenny’s got a husband now. They’re talking about kids.”

“W-e-m-i-s-s-y-o-u” it repeated. And then, “A-r-e-y-o-u-c-o-m-i-n-g-s-o-o-n-m-o-m.”

“It just asked that,” I said.

“I know,” Sarah said nervously.

“Y-o-u-b-o-t-h-n-e-e-d-t-o-c-o-m-e-t-o-u-s” and then again, “W-e-m-i-s-s-y-o-u.” Then “C-o-m-e-s-o-o-n.”

“We’re done,” Sarah took her hand off the planchette and I pulled my hand off as well.

The planchette slid of its own accord smoothly across the board to the upper right where the word “No” shone through the window of the planchette.

“Put it away, Terry,” Sara said, fear evident. “Please.”

I nodded and picked up the planchette quickly, lest it move somewhere on its own again. I stowed it on the underside of the board. I opened both doors of the credenza, placed the Ouija board onto its shallow shelf and closed the credenza again. I turned around and started to say, “Sarah” but behind me the doors of the credenza flew open wide and the Ouija board rattled angrily on its shelf.

Sarah blew out the candles, plunging the room into darkness. The rattling of the board stopped. The room felt expectantly quiet. In the dark I turned around and felt for the doors of the credenza and closed them.

“Is everyone okay?” Jenny said, flipping the light switch on. “The whole house was shaking. Was that an earthquake?”

“I don’t think so,” Sarah said sadly.

“I’m, uh, I’m going to head out for the night.” I didn’t know what to say to Sarah, so I just said, “Good night,” and hurriedly saw myself out, the cold autumn air a welcome shock.

I woke to the sirens before I saw the orange glow through the curtain. By the time I got to the front door, Sarah’s house roared fully engulfed in raging fire. The first two fire trucks were rolling up and I looked around the yard and didn’t see Sarah or Jenny. I ran towards the front door I had just left hours earlier. The knob seared the skin on my hand. I kicked it in, but tongues of flame blew outward knocking me backwards. A fireman grabbed me and started pulling me away from the burning structure.

“There’s people in there!” I yelled. “An old woman, Sarah, and her daughter, Jenny.”

“We’ll do what we can, sir. Stay back.”

But there was nothing they could do except keep the fire from spreading to my house and the Peterson’s on the other side. They managed to get the blaze under control just after dawn. Once everything cooled down, investigators found Jenny’s body with Sarah’s. Smoke inhalation, they said, got them in all likelihood before the fire did. Arson investigators sorted through the ashes and traced the ignition point to the living room, where the credenza once stood. In the ashes, they found the Ouija board dirtied but unmarred from the flames.

31 Ghosts 2019: October 19 – Coffee Shop Admirer

Shorty Saturday. I know it’s been a week with a few short ones. But this is your regularly scheduled short short. Next time you settle in to work at Starbucks take a look around and see if anyone is paying you too much attention…

I’ve been sitting at the table at the Starbucks down the road from my work for twenty minutes now, and the guy in the corner has been watching me since I took my computer out. I can see him just out of my peripheral vision. He looks like he’s dressed for work – something outdoors, judging by the heavy canvas pants and the denim work shirt. His cheeks are stubbled with maybe a day’s worth of growth, but his goatee is well kept. His sharp eyes under heavy brows have traced between me and my computer. I’m at an oblique angle to him, so he can’t see my monitor. And, sure, maybe he’s taking issue with some of the stickers on my laptop – maybe the astronaut girl? The “FEMINIST” sticker? The “Let’s Summon Demons!” sticker? 

No, he’s definitely looking more at me. I should go. I can write in the car. That’s fine. Wait, no, goddamn Starbucks and their wifi! 

Okay, I’m going to ignore him. I can write a ghost story for today with some weirdo staring at me. No big deal. Focus, Jordy. Focus.

He’s getting up. He’s walking over here deliberately. 

He just leaned down close to my ear and said quietly so only I could hear, “I’m your ghost story today.” 

Now he’s walking back towards the bathrooms.

Oh shit. 

He just disappeared. Vanished. Didn’t even make it to the bathrooms. 

What the hell?

31 Ghosts 2019: October 18 – A Family Picture

What? Something that’s not “Part 1” you say? Well, it’s not “Part 2,” either. But it is its own complete thing. And it’s a little creepy. Put away your wallet-sized pictures and put your wallet back in your pocket…

Before Joey came to stay with us mom and dad sat me down and explained what being a foster parent – and by extension, a foster sister – meant. They said Joey’s mom died. I asked how and they wouldn’t say. That made me curious. They were talking later and I heard, “killed herself” and “can you believe?” and “must have been so much blood” and “Joey found her.”

I tried to be extra helpful when the social worker brought him the next day. I showed him around the house and led him to his new room with the brightly colored “Welcome Joey” sign over the bed. I helped him unpack. He didn’t have much – clothes, sure, but not many toys. He didn’t give much thought to how we arranged the stuffed elephant and the toy alligator.

I noticed he kept putting his hand in his right pocket obsessively. I asked what was in his pocket and he looked at me warily, weighing whether I was trustworthy or not. Cautiously, he drew out a blue nylon wallet. In faded white script on the back it read “Santa Cruz.”

“Have you been to Santa Cruz?”

He nodded.

“When?”

“Last year,” he said without making eye contact.

“Really? Who did you go with?”

“My mom,” he barely whispered. “And Dale.”

“Oh, did you have fun?” I tried to change the subject away from his mom.

He nodded.

“What do you keep in your wallet? Millions of dollars?”

He shook his head.

“Anything special?”

He nodded.

“Wanna show me?”

He remained still for a long time then finally nodded slightly. His hands pulled at the Velcro closure and he gently opened the folded nylon. Joey didn’t have anything in the wallet except a picture of a blonde woman in her early thirties in the plastic picture holder. The woman stood at the end of a pier, her curly blonde hair tousled by the sea breeze.

“Is that your mom?”

He gave a quick nod.

“Is this when you went to Santa Cruz with your mom and Dale?”

He nodded.

The woman in the picture stared at the camera with a smile that seemed far too sad for a vacation in Santa Cruz. I swear I could see utter despair in her blue eyes that contrasted with the cerulean blue sky.

“She’s sad today,” he said, breaking the spell the woman in the picture seemed to hold me in. I turned it over in the otherwise empty picture holder and the back read, “Santa Cruz pier, 2018” in smeared blue handwriting.

“Oh yeah?” I said. “Are you sad?”

“No,” he said softly closing the wallet and stuffing it into his pocket again.

“Do you like it here?”

He nodded.

“Hey,” I arched an eyebrow at him conspiratorially. “I haven’t shown you where my mom keeps the cookies yet. Want to see?”

His eyes widened and he nodded like any 9-year-old would, and I led him to the kitchen.

Later that week, Joey seemed anxious at breakfast – more anxious than a boy in foster care who found his mom dead, that is.

“Something wrong,” I asked him as I poured Raisin Bran.

He looked over his shoulder to make sure my mom wasn’t paying attention. For her part, she was busy packing a lunch for Joey. “Mom’s mad at me.”

“Mom?” I jerked my chin towards my mom spreading mayonnaise on white bread.

Joey shook his head. “My mom.” He looked back over his shoulder again then hurriedly fished his blue wallet out of the pocket of his pants and opened the Velcro as quietly as he could – mom had an NPR podcast going on the counter, so she was oblivious. He held up the wallet so I could see the picture. It was the same woman on the same pier with the same blue sky, disheveled blonde hair, but the woman’s face was scowling at the camera, her brows angrily knitted together, lips pursed into a tight line. I flipped through the little photo holder and verified it was the only picture. On the back side was the same smeared “Santa Cruz, 2018.” I felt the hairs on the back of my neck stand up.

“Joey,” I said, swallowing down a knot of fear. “Do you know why she’s mad?”

He looked around the room without meeting my eyes.

“Joey?” I bent my neck to get directly in front of him. “Why is she mad?”

“She doesn’t like that I’m happy.”

“She doesn’t…” I couldn’t believe his words. “Joey, of course she likes that you’re happy!”

He shook his head vigorously.

“Eat your breakfast, you two,” my mom called as she packed the sandwich into baggies.

“She was in my dream,” he whispered to me. “She wants me with her.”

I was speechless. Fortunately, my mom came over with the Avengers lunch box my dad had picked up for Joey. “Are you ready for school?” she asked.

Joey nodded as he caught my eyes. His shone with fear.

After that Joey seemed really clingy. Whether it was helping my mom with the dishes without being asked, or sitting on the couch as my dad watched stupid reruns of Seinfeld, Joey didn’t leave them until they forced him to go to sleep.

The next day at breakfast I could see dark circles under his eyes as he ate his cereal. “Did you sleep?”

He shrugged.

“Your mom?”

He shone a weary, pained gaze on me.

“The picture?”

He checked over his shoulder before drawing out the wallet and opening it. The woman stared fiercely into the camera, blonde hair wild behind her. Her right arm extended, she had her index finger crooked in a come-here gesture. Her crazed eyes caused me to shiver in the warm morning sunlight.

“Did she visit you in your dream last night?”

He shook his head “I didn’t sleep.”

The sadness in his eyes melted something in me and I reached out and hugged him. He hugged me back ferociously, like I would keep him afloat.

“Aww,” my mom said. “Good to see you two getting along.”

Joey cried when my dad said he had to go to sleep that night. It was the first time I saw him cry. My dad thought he was just being stubborn and insisted, carrying him to his room. Joey padded softly into my room later that night. “Jenny,” he whispered. “Can I stay with you?”

“Yeah, buddy. Come on up.” He climbed into my bed. He felt freezing cold even in his long sleeve pajamas. “Everything okay?”

He shook his head and nuzzled into my pillow.

“Talk about it in the morning?”

The pillow nodded.

It was my turn to stay awake watching him. He was asleep almost instantly, breathing in little snores.

Even a little bleary-eyed at the breakfast table, I was glad to see Joey seemed rested for the first time since he arrived.

His hand rested in his pocket.

“Have you checked on your mom?”

He shook his head.

“Should we?”

“Can… can you look?” he pleaded.

I nodded and he handed me the blue Santa Cruz wallet. I opened the Velcro and dropped it out of pure shock. The wallet fell open on the table. The woman’s arm reached straight out towards the camera, her finger pointing straight at the lens, accusingly. She scowled down the length of her arm like she was sighting a rifle shot, her blue eyes maniacal. I recovered as quickly as I could and folded the wallet closed.

“She’s mad?” Joey asked, his eyes wide.

Before I thought I said, “She’s pissed.”

“Language!” mom barked from the counter.

“Sorry, mom!”

That night Joey came into my room again and I watched him until he fell asleep. This time, I dozed pretty soon after.

Joey’s mom was waiting for me on the pier in Santa Cruz. Seagulls cawed as the surf pounded the sand below. I saw her immediately walking towards me, her blonde hair blowing about her face even though the wind wasn’t blowing strong enough to cause it.

“He’s my son!” she hissed.

“I know! He’s a good boy!”

“He should be here with me!” she said angrily.

“He’s a good boy,” I repeated. “He should grow up.”

“No!” she said as blood welled from a slit on her neck. “He should be with me!”

I shook my head and backed up, “No! He needs to grow up!”

The blood now poured down her neck onto her blouse and down her chest. “He will be here with me!” she yelled as I turned to run…

I sat bolt upright in bed.

Joey opened his eyes. “You saw her.”

I nodded. “Joey,” I said gently, “What happened… that day?”

He looked away.

“I’m sorry, Joey,” I felt ashamed for even asking him. “You don’t have to talk about—”

“She had a knife.”

“She… your mom?”

He nodded. “She had the knife and said we were going to a better place,” he sniffled. “She brought the knife close. I was scared,” his tears started to trace down his cheek onto the pillow. “I was so scared. I said it would hurt. She said it wouldn’t hurt for long. I was afraid of the hurt. She brought the knife closer and it was bright and sharp and I shook and pushed away. She grabbed for me, but I ran into my room and hid far under the bed. She tried to reach for me but she couldn’t get me. She couldn’t get me!” He choked back a sob. “Then she left… when it was real quiet for a long time I came out and found all the blood.”

I reached out and hugged him tightly and let him cry himself to sleep.

Joey had me check his wallet the next morning. I drew in a long deep breath when I saw the woman in the picture holding a chef’s knife in one hand, the other curled in a claw-like grip, her eyes predator-hungry. I closed my eyes and slowly released my breath as I folded the wallet and handed it back to him. He didn’t ask. I didn’t say anything.

Joey was restless in his sleep that night, tossing and kicking violently. I worried that he had brought up the emotions too quickly by talking about it so soon. His eyes popped open. “She’s coming.” He said, pulling the blankets up over his head and burrowing hard against me. I held him and listened.

Footsteps in the entry way. Down the hall. Pause. I heard then start down the hallway towards our bedrooms. I heard his door creak open. The footsteps entered. Pause. I heard them start out the room. I saw my doorknob start to turn.

My mind wrenched itself out of the terror that gripped me and I slammed a fist against the wall behind my headboard. “Mom! Dad!” I screamed. Lights went on. My dad was in my room in a flash holding a baseball bat.

“What’s wrong?” he demanded, shirtless.

“I thought I heard someone breaking in!” I said.

Mom was at his side now. “Peter, should I call the police?”

My dad walked around the house flipping light switches on ahead of him. “No, Mel, I don’t see anything…” He came back into my room. “What did you hear?”

“Footsteps,” I said.

He stared into my eyes and I could see he believed me. “I don’t see anything right now. Do you guys both want to come into our room tonight?”

“Yes,” I said. Part of me felt dumb because I hadn’t scared-slept with my parents for years. But most of me was still shaking with fear from seeing the doorknob start to turn.

Joey slept well and I even managed to get some rest for the remainder of the night. At the breakfast table Joey held out his wallet for me to look.

“Let’s leave it today,” I said softly.

Joey nodded with understanding.

Mom handed him his lunch and picked up his backpack. She started out the front door and he followed. Before he left, though, he turned around, dropped his backpack and lunch with a thud and ran at me, hugging me tightly.

“Joey?” my mom asked when she noticed he wasn’t behind her.

I broke the hug and knelt down to be on his level. He had tears in his eyes. “It’s okay, buddy. Let’s have a good day, okay?”

He nodded. “Thank you, Jenny,” he said.

I smiled at him. “Thank you, Joey.” I kissed him on the forehead as I straightened up and picked up his backpack and lunch for him. “Here you go, buddy.” He took them from me and walked to the front door, stopped, looked back and smiled, then followed my mom to the car. I stared after them through the open door.

“Ready, Moppet?” my dad asked.

“Yeah, dad,” said through my reverie. “Yeah.”

I never saw Joey again. The social worker was at the house when I got home. Sitting at the table in the kitchen, she explained Joey disappeared from school and authorities were looking for him. His teachers were sure he couldn’t have snuck away, but… The social worker said something about how troubled kids run away sometimes, but her tone communicated that even she didn’t believe the words.

I left them talking and went to Joey’s room.

His Santa Cruz wallet lay on his bed.

I opened it. The face of the blonde woman in the picture beamed in a wide grin. Her blouse was the same blood-stained red from my dream, but her arms were wide open in a welcoming hug.