31 Ghosts 2018: October 6 – Haunted, part 2

Okay, honestly, I didn’t intend to split this story like this. Really, I knew I was going to revisit Jade again this month, but I thought it would be later this month. I slept in a little today and when I woke I realized I have a gig today that’s going to run well past midnight and I’d miss my deadline. And now here I am and I don’t have the conclusion finished yet. So, Jade’s story has turned into a little trilogy! This is part two, and I’ll get you part three tomorrow before I head off to another gig (no rest for the wicked!). Thanks! —Jordy.
Jade woke with a start, unsure of what woke her. Listening hard in the darkness she heard it again… the creaky hinges of the door from the kitchen. “The wind,” she told herself. “Just the wind…”
She remembered the night before with Jason and his friends and she was pissed. “Will that kid ever get the hint?” she said as she bounded through the door, down the stairs, turned towards the kitchen and stopped abruptly. Blocking the doorway to the kitchen – taking up the entire doorway, really – stood an enormous hooded figure. The hood, though, didn’t appear to be any sort of actual fabric. Instead, the hood seemed to be made of darkness itself. The figure slowly raised an arm towards Jade, the darkness cloak falling back to reveal a bleached skeleton hand, one bony index finger extended towards Jane.
That’s when the howling started.
The noise began low and barely audible, but quickly rose to a deafening level. Long ago, Jade and her dad – her real dad, before he ran out on them – had spent an evening below the flight path of the Elmwood International Airport and lay on a blanket in the bed of his pickup and watched the jets take off right over their heads. The roar from the figure reminded her of those screaming jet engines – only louder.
The figure rotated its hand and curled its finger in a “come here” gesture. Hurricane-level winds whipped up behind her and nearly knocked her off her feet, pushing her towards the figure, the winds making its cloak of darkness swirl around, blotting out everything around it.
After the initial gust didn’t cause her to fall the intensity of the wind increased. She fell to one knee, her long black hair streaming in front her horizontally. Jade reached out and grabbed the banister at the foot of the stairs and held on tightly as the wind gained velocity and started to push her bodily closer to the figure.
“Oh hell no,” she said and pulled herself to the banister. The stairwell seemed to block the worst of the wind, and she managed to get to her feet and start up the stairs, the wind slackening as she climbed. At the top of the stairs she looked down. The wind had abated, but the howling continued. The figure moved slowly from the kitchen doorway to the foot of the stairs. It turned its blacked-out cowl towards her and continued to howl…. But it didn’t move up the stairs. Yet. Since Jade had died, she didn’t actually feel anything. Well, she could be startled, sure, but cold, hot, tired, hungry… nothing. She slept out of boredom. But now, with that howling, she felt pure, cold terror the likes of which brought back the final minutes of her life – seeing the gun, hearing the report, smelling the fire, feeling the heat… There was no gun, no asshole homicidal step-father… but somehow Jade was more scared than ever. She sensed she stood in real danger of losing more than her life. Her soul, she realized, was in danger. That thing couldn’t come up the stairs… but she had the impression that wasn’t a permanent impediment. As she watched, the figure floated around the base of the stairs howling.
Jade ran for her room, slammed the charred door on its single hinge. She ran to the empty window and stared out on the yard quiet in the mid-day sun, and the street beyond. The oak tree had dropped half of its leaves already. The whole scene seemed so… bucolic. Oh, except that she was dead and trapped upstairs in a half burned out house with some sort of soul-sucking demon trying to take her to oblivion. She knew she couldn’t leave – she tried once. It wasn’t pleasant. And, more importantly, it didn’t work then and wouldn’t offer her an escape now. She looked down to where Jason and his friends stood last night. That wasn’t twelve hours ago…
“Jason!” she thought hopefully. Then she realized what she had said and her face curled as if she’d bitten into a lemon. “Jason,” she said bitterly. “Shit…” Since he discovered her here a month ago while “ghost hunting,” as he called it, he’d visited like clockwork every goddamn night. Why night? She had no fucking idea. She was sure she’d asked once but didn’t pay attention to what he’d said. She rolled her eyes. The howling intensified and changed tenor downstairs. She sensed the thing making progress on how to get upstairs. She couldn’t believe it, but she thought, “Jason might be able to help…”
She hated the thought. She hated that she might be right. And she hated that she’d have to wait hours until the sun went down and he came by – if he came by. She wondered if this time he might take her rejection seriously and stay away. No, she thought, he’ll come again. That’s him. But, she thought as a new, colder chill ran through her, will it be in time…

Five Things This Week: week 40

How To Change Your Mind by Michael Pollan
Book/Audiobook
You most likely know Michael Pollan from his best-seller The Omnivore’s Dilemma or one of the other books on food and food production he’s done over the last few years – that’s how I came upon him. So, hearing he was going to put out a book about psychedelics (the complete subhead is “What the New Science of Psychedelics Teaches Us About Consciousness, Dying, Addiction, Depression, and Transcendence”) I was intrigued, if a little skeptical. Turns out, it’s a very enlightening and engaging read that covers everything from history to the controversies to what it’s like to take mushrooms and wander around your farmhouse. 
Long Read
We’ve been engaged in drone and air strikes for so long that Hollywood has offered us countless on-screen darkened situation rooms where decisions to launch missiles are made. This except from Nick McDonell’s book The Bodies In Person: An account of civilian casualties in American wars is full of details that get lost in media representations – the specific drudgery in poring over visual data for hours, the shorthand slang developed to communicate among a team
Quarter Share by Nathan Lowell
Book/Audiobook/serialized podcast
My friend, Mark, turned me onto this a decade ago when it was being released as a serialized podcast audio book (I refuse to use the word “podiobook”!!). It’s science fiction in that it takes place hundreds of years from now on board freighters that use massive generated sails that allow them to ride the solar wind for propulsion. Okay, set that premise aside for a moment. It’s about a man – an ordinary guy starting out at the bottom – and how he adjusts to life in “The Deep Dark”. There aren’t space battles, there aren’t exotic aliens, there’s no deep political intrigue, and that’s a huge part of the charm of Lowell’s stories. There are six books in this main series – Quarter Share is book 1 – and it’s wonderful comfort food for the soul. I’ve listened to the books all the way through at least three times over the years, and I introduced Fern to them recently – we’re rapidly coming to the end of Owner’s Share right now, and she’s hooked. Check them out!
The Other Years by The Other Years
Music
A newsletter I didn’t know I was subscribed to suggested this self-titled debut album by a band I’ve never heard of. *shrug* Can’t hurt to check it out on Spotify, right? So glad I did! Anna Louise and Heather Summers intertwine harmonies with fiddle, guitar, and banjo. They describe the genre as “Creek Rock,” but you could call it “Americana” or “Folk”. Whatever proverbial shelf you want to set it on, the music is haunting and mesmerizing, and this morning with a cup of coffee as the fog drifted through the trees with this album on, life was pretty goddamned good.
TV Show
Remember back in February when I recommended “The Good Place”? We’re a few episodes into season 3 and it’s still amazing. Holy forking shirtballs, what are you waiting for? I’d argue this is the best comedy on TV. First two seasons are on Netflix. Go catch up! Do it! Thank me later!

31 Ghosts 2018: October 5 – Haunted

Photo by Eric Muhr on Unsplash

Jade woke with a start, unsure of what woke her. Listening hard in the darkness she heard it again… the creaky hinges of the door from the kitchen. “The wind,” she told herself. “Just the wind…”

Then the footsteps started. “House settling?” she thought. The footsteps continued and seemed to be getting closer. She frantically searched the room for something she could use to fight off whatever approached one step after the other. The steps started cautiously up the creaking stairwell. She stared at her closed door and could see a glow coming up nearer with every step. Time running out, she hurried behind the door hoping maybe she could get the jump on whatever it was when it came in through the door. The door knob began to turn slowly. She could feel the door start to open and then she could see one foot enter, a hand on the door, then a man’s head came into view.

“Aaah!” she screamed, shoving at the door.

“Aaah!” the man screamed back, dropping his flashlight to the floor.

“Oh shit, Jason, it’s just you…” she said, her voice dripping with disappointment as she crossed back to her bed.

“Jade! I’m so glad you’re here!” the man scrambled for his dropped flashlight. “I missed you!”

“Jason, just go, okay?”

Jade, come on,” he pleaded as he moved to sit next to her on the bed. “Give me a chance!”

“Jason, it’s not going to work.”

“Look, I know we’re different, but we can make it work…”

“For fuck’s sake!” She stood up again and walked to the far window. “It’s not enough that my sicko stepfather shot me and left me clinging to life while he set this goddamn place on fire. No, now you’ve got to come around every fucking day telling me you’re in love with me.” She whirled on him, “This is hell. That’s what this is, Jason. Hell.” She stopped abruptly and stabbed the air towards him, “Are you Satan? Jason? Maybe a lesser demon? Come on, you can tell me….”

Jason stood up. “I’m not Satan, Jade. It’s me! Jason! High school?”

“Oh, I remember. I thought that was hell then! How wrong I was. And do you remember I turned you down then, too?”

“Well… sure, but this is different…”

“Different? Because I’m dead? Eww, necrophilia much?”

“I can see you!” he declared.

“Lucky me!” she rolled her eyes.

“That’s got to mean something! It’s a sign, you know?”

“A sign god hates me enough to worse-than-kill-me.” Jason was about to reply but Jade held up a hand, “Shh! What’s that?” she said listening.

“Jason?!” someone whisper-yelled outside. “Where are you?!”

“Maybe he’s not here…” another voice whispered.

“Are you kidding? He had such a hard on about coming here tonight.”

“Heh, you said ‘hard on’ and ‘coming’” Both boys laugh-whispered.

Jade arched an eyebrow at Jason. “Friends of yours, clearly…”

“I can explain…”

“You don’t have to. Really. Just go. Leave! Vamoose! Leave me haunt in peace!”

Jason backed out of the room bumping into the wall at least twice and tripping over the door before he hurried down the stairs and out the front door.

Jade leaned out the charred, empty windowsill and stared down at the two boys as Jason panted out of the house. “Guys! Guys!” Jason panted as he caught up with friends. “I’m glad you came.”

The two boys looked at each other silent for a moment and then broke into cackling laughter. “You said ‘came’!” one laughed.

“Real mature, guys. This? This is how the Elmwood High Paranormal Society comports itself? Really, Jose?  Ricky? Very professional…” Jason shook his head disapprovingly, hands on his hips.

“Dude…” Ricky stopped laughing. “Don’t be a dillweed.”

“Seriously,” Jose agreed. “Where were you anyway? We’ve been out here for like, what? Half an hour?”

“At least,” Ricky said.

“You guys just got here.”

“You don’t know that!”

“No, I seriously do. I was right up there when you got here,” he pointed to the window where Jade looked down on them. “Communicating with an actual ghost.”

“Who would like him to take his bitch-ass home and take his friends with him!” Jade called down.

“They can’t hear you!” Jason called up.

“Heh, I know!” Jade yelled back. “And this makes you look like even more of a dork,” she laughed.

“Dude, who are you talking to?” Ricky asked.

“The ghost,” Jason replied as if it were obvious.

Jose looked between Jason and the empty upstairs window and back several times. “There’s nothing there, man. Did you stop taking your meds?”

“Jose! I’m fine! Look, there’s a ghost up there. She’s up there!”

“He didn’t answer the question, dude,” Ricky said to Jose and they fist-bumped. He turned to Jason, “Look dude, we’re here because we thought there might be something in this creepy-ass place. I mean, shit, that dude killed his family here… that’s… serious! But you’re acting really weird, dude.”

“Ricky! Jose! I’m fine, okay? Let’s go inside, let’s investigate. Come on,” he took a step towards the house.

The other boys remained rooted, looking at each other and giving each other little shakes of their heads. “Hey, Jason,” Jose started, “as vice-president of the Elmwood High Paranormal Society, I think you’re, uh, too obsessed with this place. I think we should call it a night.”

“As secretary of the Elmwood High Paranormal Society,” Ricky added, “I second that motion.”

“I’m president, guys! We should go in!”

“And the vote?” Jose asked the air and then both he and Ricky said “Aye!”

“Cool,” Ricky said, “Motion carries. We’re outta here, Jason.”

The two started walking off towards the street. “What time does the Round Table close?” Jose asked Ricky.

“Ten I think. You wanna see if we can my brother to buy us beer?”

“Guys!” Jason called after them exasperated.

“Toodles!” Jade called down to Jason.

Jason looked up at Jade, then back to the street, then back up to Jade, “I’ll be back!”

“I won’t wait up! Take your time! Take years! Seriously. Just go away.”